Saturday 4 June 2005

Ham and Cheese Threesome

Well, interview. I didn't manage to get my tie, but I think I survived it in a snazzy white shirt and mentioning to the South African boss my South African heritage. Hopefully that might sway things a little in my favour. Not that I can stand South Africa or anything relating to it. But I felt it went well.

You know how it occurs to me, it has been a week since the "get drunk" party, and this week has been one of the best weeks? Exams ended, friends congregated, happiness ensued? I'm feeling great about myself, great about being alive. I'm appreciating it, but I'm still trying not to take it for granted. I know I sound like a self help book, but I think this is what life is about: the times that you are happiest, and you will remember your happiness. Ultimately, I am still noticing an underlying sadness, which I think comes from fear, but it pales in comparison to how I have felt in my conscious level. I am content with life right now. I am content with everything around me, and not even idiots trying to be big burly men can take it down (ref: title). I have gone on and on about it this week, but I guess it's because it's the greatest feeling.

Apparently I'm in trouble for my post about massages. Apparently, they were joking. Well, Jenny was. Carlos still plans to add it, I hope.

I didn't get to go to the International Graduation party. Not graduating and not being international, I think I failed two of the primary requirements, but I still turned up at the end acting taxi. Which I seriously don't mind, it was cool to see everyone dressed up so nicely. But the evening left me disappointed that people were running out of steam. The past few nights have had earlier and earlier bedtimes. Wednesday night, it was 7ish everyone left. Yesterday, it was 6. Tonight... 3!?! My God, what? We're losing touch with what it means to be a student, come on!

In other news...

I drew this today. It's more of a DWeb thing.



I have decided I really like the new Foo Fighters song. I would download it from iTunes, but it's only a digital file. I'll buy the album on CD when it comes out. That way it actually exists, and can't be destroyed by a HDD crash. That's the problem with iTunes. Fast server, but you can't download things more than once for the same price. Well, life goes on I guess.

Damn, it's 6:36. And to think, getting up at 10:45 for my 11:30 interview today, I almost had my hours back to normal. At least my tyre hasn't popped yet. Also, it's getting more and more flattering to hear about how many people read my blog. So many people have an interest in my life. This means you, reader. I'm talking to you.

3 comments:

Eugenia said...

U better keep feeling happy ^.^

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