Resistance is Useless

It's been a few days since the update, I admit. But you know, it's not all that bad.

While I'm still in purgatory about my feelings about who I like and how much, as now it is changing back but I'm not sure for how long, all feelings have returned to normal concerning my family. As long as my aunt is ok, then all is well as far as I'm concerned.

Pretty much every day, I have met up with Emma and the gang. Today though, for the first time in absolutely ages, it was just Emma and me all day. And it was refreshing to be able to speak completely honestly to someone who accepts things at face value and responds as such. It's so good to have that kind of person to talk to; and she is also on a similar wavelength of thought, so the same things cross our minds. Speaking of which, it's her birthday today, and I still haven't thought of anything to get for her. She doesn't seem keen on celebrating, but I think we'll force some celebration out of her.

Well, I managed to get to sleep at midnight tonight, but I felt the need to come online and a post seemed necessary, so I apologise to my sleeping patterns, but you come second. I'm off again to sleep, but to the zero people reading this... yeah.

Finally... I can't decide who I like. I know I covered this at the beginning. There's either the girl I have liked for a long time and been good friends with for a long time who might like me a little but won't go out with me, or the girl I haven't known that long but I'm still friends with and probably doesn't like me at all but is more open to me.

Clearly a no brainer.