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Haha, it's emo time.

My exhaust pipe finally gave up on me and fell on the A3. Apart from the trailing sparks, it was ok, but I cut myself getting it off. Now my car just sounds really, really old. Or like a modern race car. I'm going to call it the Thundermobile.

This was on the return from watching Revenge of the Sith, which was by far my favourite Star Wars film. I mean, I don't know how much I can appreciate the early ones, because I saw them so long ago, but I really enjoyed the acting in this one compared to the second one, and it had a logical and enjoyable conclusion.

But after that, talking to Xing, I found out some news that really depressed me. One of the girls I really like, who I thought I might get with some time, is just a slut, in no uncertain terms. She slept with a guy having just met him, and even though they are dating, it's not something I ever pictured her doing, I now know she has done so frequently, and is not the kind of girl I usually like. And while I cannot judge others' motives for anything, I feel angry at how I invested so much thought into her, and imagined her to be so different to how she is. And I feel sad that she cheapened herself like that, and also upset that the guy is someone who I'm acquainted with, and who I like. I just pictured it so differently.

It's lucky the girl I chose over her is so much more than that. But it still upsets me. I genuinely liked her.

And I still haven't found Julia's ring. I used a metal detector for hours to no avail. I must continue looking though.